My Recent Stress

I know, I know. I said that I would type in Chinese... Well, let's just say it's 4:17a.m. right now, I'm totally stressed, and I just really need to vent out my anger here cause I think I might go crazy soon!

I really, really just want to ask this question. Has anyone ever lived with someone who doesn't flush the toilet for reason besides environmental ones? I think majority of us will answer 'no.' I'm living with a person in my apartment right now and her habits are just downright disgusting. She doesn't ever flush the toilet when she uses it at night which, btw, is quite often. After having her roommate ask her why she doesn't flush, she replied to us that it's because the toilet 'scares her.' WHAT THE FUCK? Can't she come up with any better excuses??? I don't see how she can feel that it's ok not to flush the toilet and have to have other people flush it for her. Why should i have to go out of my fucking way to flush her pee down the toilet??? She's even left pee and blood in there before! Why the hell do i have to see that???

I talked to my roommate about it and she told she that I can't expect everyone to live up to my standards. What kind of bullshit is that? How is it 'my' standards when everyone else flushes except for her??? And so I talked to my best friend and mom instead and, after much drama and crying fro stress, we came upwith the idea that I should go talk to the culprit herself.

I thought i should go and talk to my roommate beforehand that I'm going to be talking to the person about this matter tonight before actually doing it because i didn't want to spring this onto them like a surprise. But when I told them this, they all told me they don't think it's a problem? That makes me feel that they are all down right disgusting!!! And then they started joking around about how I'm overreacting. I got ticked off. Then my roommate asked me where did I hear that it's unsanitary and that pee is actually sterile and there is no bacteria in it. I almost turned around and asked her to go and drink piss if she thinks it's so clean! But it's only first quarter and I really don't want to cause drama this early. So I just left.

i ended up not talking about the situation with the culprit. i've decided to just not use the toilet unless it's clean. Someone is going to have to flush it but it's not going to be me. I don't think anyone can really imagine the stress that this stupid thing is causing me. It even makes me feel ridiculus. I refuse to be on good terms with my roommates until this problem is solved.