Back to north cal

It's been a while since I updated. I've been so busy this whole week. I got back to north cal on sunday night and had classes at 8am all week. So tired. I've been unpacking and trying to find summer jobs. No luck so far but mom just gave me a list of state jobs hiring. Hopefully I'll find something that makes enough for a laptop.

I knew that city college classes were easier than UC classes but i never thought it'd be this easy. My professor goes through every answer on the quizzes before we take them and the essays we had to write are only 2-3 pages each. They do't even have a prompt. I don't think he even reads them. However, my philosophy class turned out to be much more difficult than I thought. We don't have much work to do. But the thinking level is super high and I often find myself distracted from the lesson because i can barely understand what he is trying to say.

When I got back from college, I realized my family is not the same. Not that it's gotten worse or anything. It's just... different. I feel like my family treats me with a type of stranger-like respect. The only person who hasn't really change is my mom. My dad totally lets me do anything i want and he doesn't get mad at me at all. He even complains to me about mom. On monday, dad and i were strolling around and he suddenly said "Do you know that feeling when you are attracted to other people other than your spouse." I was shock... I just asked him what is he tryng to say. But as soon as i asked that, he changed the subject. Maybe he's saying that he is no longer attracted to mom. Usually i would find this bad for a family. However, mom is thinking of a divorce anyways, so this will probably make it easier for the both of them anyways.